Apostolic Reformer – Prophetic Scribe – Teacher – Speaker – Hope Giver


May 2017

The Battle Is The Lords

The Lord will fight for you

Hello friends, I wanted to encourage you today. If you’re feeling the pressure, if you are feeling the resistance, you are in good company. Many of you are being hit from every side. Your health, your marriages, your character, and especially your finances are being targeted right now to get you to relent. God has been doing a quick work amongst His people over the last few months and the enemy is putting up a resistance to get you to give up.

I speak from experience as the last 3 months have been a whirlwind for me. God has been doing a quick work and expanding my influence, He has been making room for my gifts and since then, while there have been major victories, it has not been without some intense spiritual warfare. Over the last month I have had to deal with the spirit of offense, causing division amongst other believers from misunderstandings. I have been attacked personally, on social media. My body has been hit with intense sickness that is unexplained and left only after intense prayer and fasting.

My family has been hit with major unexpected financial expenses, over five thousand dollars worth. Everything from a water heater going out, to my vehicle being vandalized on Easter Sunday causing over two thousand dollars in damages. Not one, but both of my vehicles were put in the shop at the same time. After, the vandalism was fixed!  Now mind you, I have two very nice vehicles, there is no logical reason they should be acting up. I am not saying that to brag, but to let you know it’s  not normal.

Both are experiencing electrical problems.

Now, I am fully aware that this is an attack of the enemy. I have had God do more for me as far as making room for my gifts, than I ever have before. But at the same time, I have had intense pressure come in at every angle. This is just more proof that God is moving and the devil is mad. I shared all of this with you because I want to encourage you. And I also want you to know that whether you believe in spiritual warfare or not, it is a very real thing, and the quicker you recognize it, the better off you will be. God tells us, Ephesians 6:12 For our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world’s rulers of the darkness of this age, and against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places.

Now, we all have a choice as to how we will handle our situations. I understand it’s easy to get upset, to feel defeated, to feel like giving up. But I want to encourage you to recognize where the attack is coming from. Understand, that it is not personal. It has nothing to do with you. It has everything to do with the God that lives in you. Therefore, because it is against Him, the battle is HIS, not yours. I am going to choose to remain in faith and know that God is before me and nothing that comes against me will take me out. My God is fighting for me as He is you.

Is walking this out hard? Yes, it is.

But to me, this fails in comparison to not walking out my purpose, to not doing what I know God has called me to do. Hard would be, living a life less than what I have been called to.

Be encouraged, for the battle is not mine or yours, it belongs to the Lord. Keep trusting and remain in faith, as God is doing a mighty work. You will quickly see, God remove your enemies and victory will be in sight.

1 Corinthians 2:9  However, as it is written: “What no eye has seen, what no ear has heard, and what no human mind has conceived”- the things God has prepared for those who love him-



I just felt impressed to reach out to the women 60 and over. WE NEED YOU! I know the enemy has made you feel like you dont matter and that you are not needed and that your “time” is over!! I rebuke that lie in Jesus name.
You see, there is a generation of women like me, who were not raised in a church and we did not have the grannies to speak life over us and teach us to pray.
You know how to pray, you know how to intercede, you know how to make war for things we have no clue about. Many women are aimlessly trying to find their way because they don’t have a spiritual mother.
No, one to counsel them. No one to show them their worth. No one to give it to them straight. There is a lost generation of women who need what you have. Your WISDOM, your PRAYERS, your COUNSEL. Your HOPE in the things to come.
I want to remind you, if you do not feel needed today, that is a LIE straight from the pits of hell. I am here to tell you that Jesus SAYS, “YOU ARE NEEDED” and you are loved.
So, I encourage you to begin asking God how He wants to use you. You can be a young woman’s mentor. Teach them to cook, you would be surprised at how many women my age (40) don’t know how to cook. Teach them to sew. Teach them how to pray for their families, their husbands, their future generations. There is always something you can do.
But whatever you do remember…YOU ARE LOVED and as long as you have breath, you ARE NEEDED!
#seniorwomen #prayerwarriors #ilovegrannies


A few days ago I shared a Prophetic Word about How God was raising up women in this season. They are coming from everywhere. They are being set free from religious strongholds, some that have been bound for generations are being set free. Many that are in toxic relationships are being set free. 

Women who have been battered and bruised are rising up, they don’t know where the inner strength is coming from, they only know they feel differently.

 They sense something has changed and they are beginning to walk in boldness. Jesus is calling them forward.
AND….the enemy is MAD. I mentioned in my article how the devil always tries to pervert what God is doing. Look at the Women’s March! That was the enemies counterfeit to what God was wanting to do.
It’s easy to look in the natural and tell what’s going on in the spirit if you have discernment.
The attack on young women in Manchester is another clear sign that God is moving and the devil is mad and is trying to silence as many voices as He can.
Ladies, this IS YOUR SEASON. It is not a time to be silent, now more than ever your voice needs to be heard, your testimony could save someone’s life, thereby saving a generation that could be birthed from that life. Its time to RISE UP. Its Time to Take your rightful place. Its time to know who you are and to whom you belong!!
God created you, because HE LOVES YOU. You have a plan, you have a purpose. God needs you. So I come against every spirit of depression right now, every spirit of anxiety and hopelessness. I speak life, I speak healing into your entire being. I speak hope, I speak clarity and wisdom. I speak boldness and courage into you today. My dear sister, you have been created for such a time as this!! RISE UP… cannot afford to stay silenced any longer.
You my precious sister are so much stronger than you realize!!

RISE UP…..there is much work to be done and YOU are NEEDED!

#womenwithpower #powerfulwomen #manchester #riseup

Brace Yourself, Women Are Coming!

Warrior Woman Silhouette

I just can’t even begin to tell you how excited I am over this word that God is releasing. I have been praying about it for a couple of months.

I don’t know about you, but I have certainly noticed a lot more women becoming active in ministry. Perhaps it is just my circle, but everywhere I turn I am seeing women stepping up, stepping out of the shadows and into the light. They are coming from everywhere. Apostles, Prophets, Evangelist, Teachers. I have noticed a significant surge of Prophetic women coming on the scene. Myself included. Many of us have been in a very long wilderness season. We have suffered at the hands of man and religion and have been ran into caves by jezebel. Well my friends, I am here to declare the word of the Lord regarding what I am seeing in this season.

As God began to put a burden on my heart to pray for His daughters, I was led to an article about the woman’s march that took place in January 2017. As I read the article and saw the degrading pictures of women dressed in short skirts, torn leggings and only duct tape over their breast, all in the name of, feminism, my heart was grieved. God began to show me how the enemy has perverted what He is doing. You see anytime God begins a work, the enemy offers a counterfeit. We know that he cannot create anything, so he will pervert what God is doing.

This year marked a huge shift, not just, in the natural, but also in the spirit. Just as there was a changing of the guards in January regarding our President and our leaders, there is also a rise in new leaders Spiritually. I believe that many of these new leaders are going to be women. I believe these women are going to be used to confound the wise. Women of all nations, and backgrounds. Women with an education and women without, working moms, stay at home moms, are all being raised up for such a time as this. We are going to see even more women in the spotlight. They will appear to come from nowhere. They will be put on large platforms and will prophesy to Nations. They will call in the Prodigal sons and daughters. They will run million dollar businesses and will help finance the kingdom. As I was praying about this message, I asked God why He was so passionate about women in this season, why now? I was drawn to a picture in one of the Marches that read. “Brace Yourself Women are Coming.”

The Father began to speak, “My heart grieves for my daughters, they have been held back, pressed down and kept from me. The enemy has lied to them and told them they are not worthy, but I have called them mighty, he has called them disposable and I call them priceless. I have heard their cry’s, I have bottled their tears. I have seen the pain they have suffered at the hands of man, and my heart grieves. I will no longer allow the enemy to keep them bound. You will look to the left, and to the right, and they will come, from everywhere, oh yes, my daughters will march, they will march with swords and battleaxes in their hands for my glory! , I am calling my daughters. I am calling my daughters to the frontlines and into the forefront. I am reaching down and rescuing my daughters. No longer will they be held captive, by religious strongholds, I am giving them peace, I am giving them strength, I am breaking the cord of captivity and releasing them into freedom. They will experience me in a powerful way. I am releasing my glory onto them, because of their faithfulness to not turn away from me, even while they suffered. I will honor them as I did Job. They will get everything back. Everything back, and more I say. Watch as my daughters come from every nation, the North, the South, the East and the West. I will draw them by my spirit and they will help bring forth the new thing that I am doing. They are the midwives, that will help birth the promises that I have for my people. Watch and see what I do with my daughters, for it will be a sight to behold. Do not despise my daughters for I AM has raised them up. They will sing of my glory, they will dance for me, they will speak with boldness, they will prophesy with clarity, they will walk in miracles, signs and wonders. Entire cultures will shift, as I am positioning them for greatness, I am positioning them in power. I will use my daughters to humble great leaders. Watch and see what I am about to do. RISE UP, my daughters, RISE UP. No longer are you held captive, no longer are you bound. Take my hand. Walk in freedom my child, walk in boldness, walk in clarity for your eyes have been opened. You are no longer chained, be free, be free, be free I say. Be free. For I have heard you, and I am here. The enemy knows the power you carry, he knows the anointing you carry. But I laugh at him and his ways, he is no match for me. Watch as MY daughters are released onto the streets and into the market place, watch as they are led up the steps of the Whitehouse and into the seats of power, watch and see as MY daughters take nations over and raise up sons and daughters in the ways I have called them. Oh, yes, there will be a march, but it will be for my glory and no man can stop it. My daughters have heard my voice and they will not be stopped. They will not be silenced, for I have raised them up for such a time as this. Behold, my beautiful daughters, for they are coming.”



I once attended a leadership seminar and let me just say that it was amazing. I learned so much that weekend, but if I brought home anything it was, that there is great liberty in loving and worshipping my Father.

The worship service was like attending a concert, it was loud and fun and anointed. Men, women and children were dancing wherever they had the most room, they were dancing and singing before the Lord.

The energy was amazing, it was contagious. And yes, they even ran around the church. I know some of you might be thinking, “what?” But trust me, when I say it was done in order in fun and all for Jesus. Some of you may be content standing up in a quiet church just clapping your hands and that’s, perfectly ok. God honors the heart regardless if you prefer quiet or loud.

If I am soaking in worship, the atmosphere is much different and so is my response. But sometimes it just feels good to get your praise on!  I love to dance and be free, I wanted to lift my hands and my voice without fear or condemnation. And I did.

The praises of the people created such an amazing atmosphere. The worship leader, a true psalmist took us into heartfelt worship and a powerful anointing. People were weeping and falling on their faces. God filled that place like I had not felt in a very long time.

And I believe it was because the people were hungry, they cried out to him, they just loved on Him with no regard to time. It brought tears to my eyes thinking about how this act of intimate worship must have brought great joy to God.

I believe that is what most of us are missing in our personal lives and our churches. True Worship. The kind that says, nothing else matters.  The kind that says, “I’m not leaving here until I get what I came for, prayer, healing, a touch from God.”  A lot of you have asked why you can’t  feel God, well maybe God is using his humble servant today to let you know how He can be felt in your life. Through Worship!! God says he inhabits the praises of his people, so if we praise him He will enter in.

I believe we need to stay in an attitude of praise. Praise Him when you don’t feel like it, Praise Him even when you don’t feel Him moving. God wants to know that you love Him for who He is, not for what He can give you.

I believe if we are to truly see God in all His glory we need to take Him out of the box that we have so carefully placed Him in. Quit playing Church and start seeking His face, quit worrying about scaring off new believers. The Holy Spirit is a gentleman. If the Holy Spirit is allowed to move freely without restrictions then people are going to come to church but more importantly they will stay.

Some people have this idea that they can minimize what the Holy Spirit wants to do in their services and still experience all that God has for them. While, we can certainly limit what God wants to do in our services, it will never be all that it was meant to be as long as man is running the church and not God.

Regardless of what’s  going on in your church, you can Praise Him in your own way. Just continue Praising Him, loving Him and seeking Him and He will gladly enter in.

The Devils Presence Can Announce That Your Promotion Is On The Way



I know you feel tired and weary, but I am here to bring hope and revelation. It seems we are always hit the hardest when we are in that wilderness season. The enemy will come in like a flood to tempt us and distract us, and get us to lose our focus, and lose our hope. He is really good at what he does, I mean let’s be real, he has had over 2k years to perfect his skill. But be encouraged friends! I am here to remind you of why his presence is a good indication of breakthrough and the confirmation of promotion. Right before Jesus started His ministry and walked in the fullness of what the Father had for Him. Satan showed up on the scene. “Then Jesus was led by the Spirit into the wilderness to be tempted by the devil.” Matthew 4:1.

So, take heart dear ones. What happens after you leave the wilderness is so much more than you could ever hope or imagine. Jesus did His greatest exploits after His time in the wilderness of consecration and fasting. After the enemy showed up.

I want to share how the enemy’s presence can be a sign of promotion. 10 years ago, before I began ministry, I was in prayer. I heard the Lord say, “consecrate your flesh over the next three days and I will take you to the next level.” It was the first time I ever felt God speak instructions. I knew He was talking about fasting. I sat there stunned. He repeated it. I began to weep. I was on high. I had never experienced God that way before and I was so consumed by His power and love at that moment. After some time, I went to bed. As soon as I got into my bed, the air got so thick and heavy and a fear like I have never experienced in my life came over me. I literally saw a black figure standing at the foot of my bed. I was terrified. I began to pray and it eventually left. I completed my first fast over the next 3 days. It was in the month of December and in the month of February I became a licensed minister. That was my promotion. That was my next level.

In March of this year, after a long hard wilderness season. Followed by a season of healing, consecration, fasting and prayer, my writing ministry began to take off. I knew God was also calling me into videos, but I was afraid. I relented and did my first video terrified. A week later I was the sickest I have ever been. I was in bed over a week with phantom flu symptoms. I felt like I had been hit by a truck but the doctors said I was fine. I was then told I had a blood clot in my leg, and it was close to the main artery in my leg. I reached out for prayer and when I went back to the doctor they could find NO blood clot!

The next night I was awoken at 2am. The room was thick and heavy and I could feel something in the room. Just like that night years ago. But unlike that night 10years ago I was not plagued with fear, instead I asked Holy Spirit, “what do I do?” He quickly responded, “cover yourself in prayer as you sleep.” So I did, and to my surprise it quickly left and I fell right back asleep. The next morning, I woke up and I asked God, “what was that about?” He reminded me that the last time he showed up, I was promoted. I got excited at the idea of it. I also began to feel better that day. I believe the sickness I had experienced was a spiritual attack. And him showing up in my room was a fear tactic. But this time it didn’t work.

Friends, a few days later I was contacted by a Christian Website, asking me if I would be willing to do a teaching webinar for them, and they would pay me! Do you see the correlation? Do you see the promotion? That one-act of obedience of doing a video I was terrified to do, led to the enemy getting nervous about me stepping into the plans of God. So, he showed up to bring fear. But what he really did was announce my promotion. I think the devil believes more in our abilities than we do, he knows what we are capable of through Christ.

Now you may never experience the enemy physically like that. But remember he will use anything and everything, including people to get you off track. Recognize it. So, the next time you feel like you’re being attacked, spiritually or physically. Remember the devil never attacks what he is not threatened by and his presence is a good indication promotion is on the way.


Unexpected Surprises Are on The Way



I live in Southern California and its the middle of May. Last week we hit 100 degrees. This morning, I opened my door and it felt like fall, it was cold and dreary. I was very surprised at how chilly it was. I mean the day before my boys were swimming in the pool. As I was driving to take them to school today, my vehicle showed 54 degrees! It was in fact chilly. To my surprise, it began to get misty. I thought, “Lord that’s weird.”

I quickly heard, “unexpected surprises are on the way, they will appear to be small at first, but then it will quickly become a downpour.”

I smiled, as the mist turned into rain. It was in fact, completely unexpected and a complete surprise. I don’t recall the weather man calling for rain or cold. Later that day I was on Facebook and a friend had sent me a request to like their ministry page, so I did. I was quickly tagged and notified that I was the 100th person to like their page and because of that, they were sending me one of their Worship C.D. Apparently, they had promised their followers that they would give the 100th like a music CD. I had no idea of that.  Now, this WAS a pleasant surprise because I never win anything, even when I do try!

In addition to sending me an actual CD, they sent me a free download so I didn’t have to wait. So I not only got a “surprise”, but by not having to wait, I also got a “suddenly”.

It is beautiful anointed worship music. As I began listening to it, God reminded me of what He had told me in the morning. This is what He was talking about.

Friends, I have a profound sense of expectancy in this season. It is like nothing I have ever felt before. There is a sense of expectancy, but also a sense of urgency to gain new ground in this season. All of us are in a different season of our lives, but for those of you who are coming out of the cave, for those that have been in a dry wilderness place for a long time. I want you to get your hopes up. I want you to begin to speak to those things that are not as though they were. This is YOUR season. So, keep your eyes open for the, unexpected surprises, and EXPECT the mist to turn into a downpour!

Don’t delay your flight

“There are some things you are going to have to leave behind, because they are going to hinder your prophetic release.”

—Jennifer Leclaire quote
Don’t Delay Your Flight

Friends, God is shaking things. Not some things but EVERYTHING that can be shaken will be. The purpose in this is to release us from things, people and behaviors that will keep us in a season of complacency.
Don’t be surprised if you are feeling it. Your job, your family, your marriage, your kids, your ministry. God is shaking so he can build a stronger foundation in us and under us. 
This is a season to have great discernment to know what to release and what to hold tightly to, as the shaking is happening. There are some people and things that cannot go where God is sending you. They are not ready. Be willing to let go if He says to.
I know it maybe painful, but understand if you are not willing to let go of those things He is requiring, it will cost you dearly. Just like when flying, you have to pay a hefty price just to carry extra baggage on a plane. Be willing to leave the luggage behind in order to fly. It may hold your most valued possessions, but to carry them with you will cost you dearly and delay your flight.
#bewillingtoletgo #greaterdiscernment #dontdelayyourflight

Your only Purpose is to Be Loved.


I know its so hard for us to comprehend because we live in a world full of rejection.

So I pray that you would not just read these words, but that you would be inspired to BELIEVE them:)
What ifyou knew………
Your ONLY purpose in life was to simply love & be loved. 

It’s not to work. To toil. To labor in vain. To stress. To strive. To be more or do more.
Wouldn’t that be amazing?.
What if I told you….thats true!!
Your purpose is simply to love and be loved by the God who created you. It is out of that love that we choose to love Him back and tell people about Him.

He wants us to know His amazing love, and let our lives be an example of that. So that others may know His love.
Everything God did and does is out of LOVE. 
It’s so simple friends. It really is.
God is LOVE. And He created us simply because He loved us. There was no other reason. What we do here on earth is all extras.!!
#godislove #yourpurposeistobeloved

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