I have been in a terribly hard season. One with constant spiritual warfare, it is like nothing I have ever experienced.

I have had demons come into my room. I have had them try and suffocate me. And lay on me like a heavy wet blanket!

I have had so many warfare dreams. The last one I had was late last month where I was bound to a chair and all these evil spirits were swirling around me and I lifted my head to cry out, “Jesus, Jesus, Jesus.” and I could barely get it out!

I have had many encounters like this before, but never quite this intense. When I get out of my region, I feel it lift.

The difference this time, is where once I was terrified of demons when they came into my room, I am no longer afraid! The last time it happened, I woke up and felt it there and saw a dark shadow. I had NO fear. I asked Holy Spirit what to do and He replied, “Pray to protect yourself while you sleep.” So I did, and fell right back to sleep.

You see, the enemy thought he had me beat, he thought he could scare me into submission. He thought he could taunt me and get away with it. The spirit of Jezebel has been relentless.

But what he doesn’t realize is that I am not the young naïve Christian I once was!!

GOD HAS PREPARED ME!

This mighty woman has grown up and I have learned to put on my armor and use my weapons. I have learned to battle, and to find joy even in my pain. I have learned how to discern the atmosphere and change it!

I will worship, I will pray, I will continue to stand when that’s all I can do.

When the lies are spoken and the words hurt.
I will stand.
When I am completely misunderstood.
I will stand
When all hell breaks loose and I feel cornered.
I will stand.
When my heart is breaking and mistreated.
I will stand.

I WILL STAND…..
I will share and encourage and be Gods Ambassador for the lonely, lost and forgotten. I WILL BE HIS VOICE!!
I am STEPPING INTO MY DESTINY and I WILL NO LONGER BE SILENCED.
Watch as my life becomes a beacon of hope for those who have lost the will to stand & speak.
#watchandsee #Godisgood #Iwillnotbesilenced #Iwillstand #hopegiver #born2inspire #wewin #spirtualwarfare

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